Flotsam & Jetsam

There are chapters in my life that I wish I could rewrite - not to erase the pain, but to rewrite the silences. I suffered with serious bouts of depression throughout my daughter’s childhood. At times, it swallowed me whole. I separated from her mum when she was two, and from then on, I mostly saw her alternate weekends - every other Saturday felt like a glimpse of sunshine through thick grey cloud. I loved her fiercely, but I know there were times I felt unreachable, even to

Shame is so painful and debilitating. But, if we understand it and bring it into the light, we can be free from it.

Change can be painful, but it can also be exciting and liberating. Mental illness adds complexity when it comes to change too.